HELP ME , is this an email from apple ?? Why it look like this??

No, it's a phishing email (Apple knows your name so wouldn't address you as 'dear customer' ; and Apple doesn't require accounts to be be 'verified') - you  could forward it to Apple : reportphishing@apple.com , and then delete it. 

Phishing and similar emails : Avoid phishing emails, fake 'virus' alerts, phony support calls, and other scams - Apple Support

Genuine iTunes emails : Identifying legitimate emails from the iTunes Store - Apple Support

Apple won't send you an email/text telling you your account is disabled/restricted or will be disabled/restricted. You will find out the next time you try to log in somewhere.