Apple Music

My Apple Music subscription has ended due to insufficient funds on my account and I was planning to update it as soon as possible but when I went to check my playlist on Apple Music it was completely gone like it was never there to begin with and so I was wondering if it was gone completely or if I need to pay my fee again to access it I’m hoping it’s the ladder cause the play list was over 19 hours long and there’s no possible way I could remember every song on it has anyone had this problem before and did you ever solve it?